- If I had the answers, I'd probably be there. However, I do have the magic, and it works great during those times I'm in tune with everything around me. Being in tune first requires feeling good physically. There are ways to do it through suffering , but I wouldn't recommend it, unless you really think you can tell your mind that pain is a pleasant sensation.
- No, first, its feel good, then, the mind must be free of cobwebs, either from the night before , or from thinking and or worrying about the past, presetn , or future. You have to be aware of whats going on and what you are doing, but you don;t have to think about it so much, just let it happened.
- Don't convince yourself otherwise, or say no to yourself at all today. Unless you are about to break a law or get yourself hurt or in serious trouble, don;t say no , and let yourself carry you wherever and whenever. Have a little faith in yourself instead of having to rely on outside forces and/or things. Just let it go, maybe you'll find yourself in the middle of a hike, maybe up to one of the nearby hilltops you've always wanted to check out but never have. Maybe you'll be in the middle of palm springs at the art museum, staring at a room full of Picasso sculptures, who knows , its the adventure that's fun, but don't say no, no matter what!!
- If you can try to go somewhere where no-one knows you, and use a different first name. Try to think of a cool name you've always wanted , but got stuck with what you have, go ahead, try it , make sure its really a cool name for you, and interact with people where names come up. Don't worry about lies or deceiving, that lie thing is such a heavy trip that's been laid on you all your life anyway(that is a topic worthy of going over, so mark that for future use).
- The point is, you can be whomever you feel like being, and by taking a day and getting out and letting yourself go, it makes it a little easier to try, because then it seems like a game , and games are fun right?
- What i want you to see is that by loosening up and letting go, and tasking on a new persona, your whole attitude changes for that time period. You forget who you think you're supposed to be, and have a blast being who you want to be if you only didnt have so many commitments and anyway, everyone knows you as a certain person, so it would be impossible to change they would all think i was nuts.
- AH HA!!! there it is, we gotcha!!! FEAR, FEAR, FEAR!! FEAR kills us all, It controls us, it limits us, it brings us down and keeps us there, obedient little fearful creatures afraid to come out and play. Our subconscious has us locked into a world of order and predictability, anyway it sure makes it easier on the brain when processing, instead of making new convoluted, fantasmic connections with the neurons, it simply brings up recall;, puts it on auto pilot and the subconscious barks out the sure thing, the safe bet, the behavior that wont get you killed. Of course this behavior is like going to the library and staying there for 12 hours a day everyday, because you know while inside there, you can never get hit by a car. You see the faulty logic? It's insane, but its how so many of us live.
- Go say the word Fuck out loud. Go on, who gives a rats royal fucking ass!! You see, all o0f a sudden i did a no-no and some of you are already looking at me differently. I thought he was such a nice young man and a nice writer and now this?? Ahhhh, you see, i just let it go, and i feel so much better now. I dropped the what if crap, and and let the fear go away and just did it without thinking of the consequences.
- We are all trained and conditioned so well as children to grow up following orders and do as you're told. We have elevated authority figures like cops up to almost mythical godlike status. Thy decide is they like you or whatever and you get down on your knees and kiss as much ass as you can to stay in the good graces of "law" enforcement. Cops have become this all powerful thing out there , ready to shoot you down if you behave inappropriately , ready to beat you down or cuff you up and haul you off in front of friends family, on the job, it doesn't matter, who are these people?? For one thing they aren't gods, for another thing , that's how we've been trained to dutifully follow orders and don't question anything, but especially not "authority". you know what i say?? I say fuck authority and the horse they rode in on, and i say fuck the police, no I'm not stupid and i dont go up to their faces and say that,m especially when they are all dressed up in there expensive cop commando equipment, that is not the time to be revolutionary. but just saying it out loud alone in my room here , or typing it, makes me feel better. you see i'm easy, and you know why? Cause i don't care about any of that shit. none of that matter believe me. what matters is getting your own head out of your ass, and start learning how to live and i mean really live. You've only got one of these things called a life, so why are you supposed to act like a sheep all your life and follow everyones' god damn stupid ass rules and orders? Get out there, change your persona, you can be whomever you want, and you can do it in an instant. go somewhere new, and set up your whole new personality , you can test it out that way, go on a road trip and you can test out bunches of different personals , and see which ones you might like ti keep. have fun with it, remember this is it, this is our life, go out and have some fun , you kbnow whats right and wrong so just be true to yourself but if you make a mistake don't trip on it , that's the other thing , we are taught to be devastated if we lose of fuck up. hey , who's to say that fuck up didn't make you learn something new? stop worrying about winners and losers cause there is none, zero, they have taught you a great big fat lie!! all that shit in school and from coach was a big fat zero lie. You are unique and therefore the most beautiful creature in the universe, because there is nothing else, nothing in the whole wide universe exactly like you. you are truly special, a gift of the universe from the universe to the universe you were given these senses , get out and use them and learn to turn that god damn stop sign in your head off for a little while. You see a nice looking babe on the street , stop dreaming about it, go right up and tell her you want her, who cares if she slaps you, hey that might feel good anyway but who cares, are you really worried what the assholes in the pizzeria across the street are saying about you? fuck them grab the girl, cause one time shes gonna grab back and then its on. don't let dough boy cops run your life or ruin it, don't let the big authority drag you down thinking you need all these consumer pieces of crap to survive in this world, even houses are built like shit now. they all start breaking down within months. You don't need any of this crap, but they have ingrained it in you that you do, and that you cant survive on your own , whats fun with the crap is once you realize you don't need it, then you can go and pick crap out just for fun, and it really is fun then so if it falls apart on you, who0 cares. its just crap anyway. All these business people are so locked into9 the idea of success and so tripped out on those little pieces of paper called money, they have literally sold their souls, and will crap on anyone to get more and more and more. They will crap on themselves, and even go0 to prison for years, just to ge that stash put away so they'll, be set when they get out. how fucking sick is that, go win the fucking lottery if money is your big trip then we can watch you turn into a paranoid freak guarding your money all the time until it all burns up in a fire. the world might seem small in cyberland but in reality compared to us, its huge. There's a lot of places to go check out before you die, and i mean a lot of beautiful different places on this planet that are so cool. there are lots of people that are so cool once you really meet them and get to know them. Not all people in Russia were bad because they were communist, shit, they are just people like you and i. and don't talk about fanatics, we are fanatical here just as badly , we just focus on different things. Religion is the big dead ender of humanity and life. religion is the curveball they throw at you when all else fails. Its the ultimate fear factor. the bottom line, the one they bring up as the ultimate punishment if you don't do as you're told. Stop believing in nonsense and crap and maybe just maybe you'll stop being manipulated and used. start thinking for yourself, why do you need a god damn bible to get inspired? cant you think beautiful thoughts all on your own?? of course you can, drop the fear, drop the fear, i said drop the fear, throw those dam to do lists away for a day, and walk out naked, into the sun, and follow your body, and have a good one and do me a favor, stop behaving yourself ok?
- Love ya all,
Take care
The "shark" (aka aultshark)
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